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New project released - Stories by the people for the people.



As I have previously mentioned, I've been working on a new project that I started on my travels. And I'm pleased to say that I have now finished the website and have been able to release a few stories. There are still many more to come and a few of them are like straight out of a movie.

What stories you might ask? These are stories from people all over the world. I ask people to share anything if not everything about their life. As short or as long and as much as one wishes to share.

The first wave of interviews are from my travels in India. From people all around the world, from different paths. And later on there will be a series of refugees stories and some people in Finland and well... ultimately from people all over the world.

My motivation for this comes from several sources. One of them being the current issue in Europe, the refugee "crisis". I've always thought of Finland being a country of understanding and caring people. But it seems that there can be a lot of hate and fear involved in facing the unknown. We know what the media tells us and mostly it is based on fear. My wish with these stories is to show, that we are all just Human. If we just sit down and listen, we might learn a thing or two and understand more deeply someones path.

Secondly I wish to assist in dissolving for good the idea of our separation. To assist in looking further than our religion, beliefs, nations or the labels that we put on ourselves or others. For in the end we are all the same, we are human. And the sooner we dissolve our imaginary borders and illusions of separation, the sooner we can start working together as Humanity in achieving great things together. Striving and living among the stars and other planets, living peacefully amongst each other and helping everyone. I believe we need not to fight for our existence or resources. We are living in an abundant world, but the abundance is heavily unbalanced. Why wait to get into Heaven, when we can bring Heaven on Earth.

And of course these stories are spiced with my love for real stories. I have always loved to hear someones story and my favourite books have always been autobiographies. From these I have learned the most and I'm always at awe at the struggles someone has endured, yet how beautiful and loving they have become.

Inspire yourself and you shall inspire others.


You can read these stories at: HumaneHuman.fi

To stay tuned you can follow the progress on: Facebook, Twitter or Instagram


Now this does not mean that I am abandoning jiu-jitsu. It still has a very special place in my heart. If I am able, I will do some more highlights and stories about jiu-jitsu in the future.

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Greetings from incredible India & new project


Greetings from incredible India,

 5 weeks on the road now. One place after another seems to be getting more and more amazing. Ancient temples alongside breathtaking landscape. Though, it's the people and culture that makes it a one of a kind experience. I can write more about it later, but the only thing that does it justice is experiencing and living it. So I highly, highly recommend to visit India and well... see the world.

The friendliness and curiosity amongst human beings is astounding. Most people seem to be friends immediately with each other. It isn't just chit chatting the usual line. As mostly, it can get into a long conversation of 'you name it'.
This might be the norm for you, but coming from the socially anxious, frozen lands of Finland this is opening up a whole new world of sharing.  So far I have heard several amazing stories from people about their lives and what they have witnessed around the great, yet small earth.

This brings me to an update on my life. On my travels here I have begun a new project. To keep it short and not to spoil too much until it is hot on the press, the topic is life. More info will come this year.



India truly is a love-hate relationship. You have both emotions from time to time, but depending on you is the amount of each. It's a real test of your psyche, how you take and handle each situation. You will either see your strength and handle everything with the inner peace of a saint, or you will have hard times but grow immensely from it, or you snap and break and never wish to see India again. Although you can also go through all of these  during one visit.

There is one sentence that I have grown to like in the land of Murphy's law: India happened.

Thank you,
- Jaan
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I have a dream.


I have a dream for this world. And for all of its inhabitants.

Simply put, that every living being and their only home is treated with respect and care.

For too long has mankind been abusing their only home. We keep polluting the soil that feeds us. We abuse and torture the animals that live among us. We hurt and even kill each other. Sometimes in the name of profits and at times for differing ideologies and beliefs.


This is killing us, our only home and our growth as a collective. Yet we turn a blind eye to the situation and say it's out of our control. We give our power away to those we call our "leaders". Surely they will know what to do for the betterment of mankind. Perhaps greed has taken the lead of their judgement.


I have a dream of a world with no hunger, poverty or war.
A world where we act as mankind and not as nations, ideologies nor beliefs.
A world where we act out of compassion, not fear. 

A world where we all share instead of hoard.


Through hate grows only more hate and bitterness from our fellow man. As some countries bomb others in the name of freedom, war on terrorism, revenge or however they may justify their cause. Would it not be wiser to teach one another. We are not all knowing and surely you and I can learn something from each other.


Genki Sudo


I invite you to live by a quote that I have taken as my life's motto. Question everything. 

I don't take anything I'm told at face value. Be it what you, the government, the media or anyone else thinks I should do, eat, think or believe. But neither do I throw these facts away, as they may hold some truth. I only take these claims into account when I form my own opinion around the matter at hand and try to find other counter arguments. For in the end as Socrates said: "I know one thing: that I know nothing." And that is ok.


Wouldn't it be beautiful to live in a world where every single being is able to strive for their dreams. No matter where in the world they are born or into which family. That humankind would strive for greatness together and explore inner and outer space in peace and love. Just thinking about traveling among the stars makes my heart rise from my chest. Why we constantly fight is something I just cannot grasp.

If only humans cared for each other and their planet as much as who they think created it. This is why out of all the hundreds of religions on earth I adjusted mine into a simple one. And thus far Marcus Aurelius has summed it up best:


"Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones."


Who am I if not only one dreamer?
I cannot make this world into a dream for everyone alone. This is why I ask you to voice your own opinion, but also try to understand others and why they do the things they do. Have life changing conversations with your friends and loved ones. Show compassion to your fellow man no matter the circumstances. Try to understand others. And most important, be a good person.


However if some of these opinions differ with yours, don't get mad and rant, let us have a conversation. I am not a dictator that forces their own opinions on others. I only wish to share my view. I believe that everyone is free to live however they wish, doing to themselves whatever they wish, as long as no one is hurt. 


Be the change you wish to see in the world.



 To end this I will leave a short story that seems most fitting in this context.

"When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world. I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation. When I found I couldn't change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn't change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family.Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family. My family and I could have made an impact on our town. Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world." - Unknown monk 1100 A.D
Thank you for your time.
- Jaan
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The only constant is change.



In the near end of 2015 my life took an unexpected turn. Once again I'm moving.

I am standing at a crossroad, several different paths lie ahead of me. Unable to decide which to take.

Until one day a friend talks about backpacking in India. I remember when I was young I traveled a lot with my family. Africa, North America, Japan, all over Europe. I guess it then hit me that this is the next step for me to take for my growth. An independent journey in one of the most shocking atmospheres for a western citizen.

So then I started to think it over. I got some money saved and just got a tax return, this could really be possible. I began jokingly saying to my friends that I might go to India. The more I said it, the more I realised that this must be done. So then I set my life in order back home and booked a flight.

Here I am 2 weeks away from departure. Ecstatic for all the new experiences and the strange, different culture that the East holds.

What do I hope to get from my journey?
Lately I have grown extremely tired of the western style of living. Consume, consume, consume. Be this, be that. Celebrity gossips, corrupt politicians and earth raping corporations. Same old loop with same old bullshit. It's time to get some distance from all this nonsense and get a breather.

As I have always been interested in different ways of living. I hope to meet new people and new ways of thinking. I'm not sure if there is a purpose that I'm seeking for this journey other than curiosity.

I can't but wonder how I will take on the culture shock and all that India has to offer. Most of all I'm curious if India will break my will. Let's see.

I will write now and then from my journey if I find myself extremely bored. But if you are interested you can follow my journey more closely on instagram @bjjguardnation



I also googled some info on BJJ clubs in India. There are at least a few. Now I'm struggling with the decision wether to take my gi along or not. It takes a lot of space in my backpack and my back has been really tense since my last injury. The desire to roll is strong and the desire to roll in a completely new environment is burning hot.


Keep calm and stay curious.
- Jaan
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Just some passing thoughts.

So I have just finished my admittance exams to a new school. Reading for this exam has been keeping me more or less preoccupied for the past six months, well... That and jiu-jitsu. While reading philosophy I noticed to automatically form my own opinions on the matters at hand and with that I began a some kind of a hobby or a quest you might say. For personal and universal truths about almost everything. I want to know the absolute truth of the things that interest me and affect my life. Like what governments are doing, why they're doing what they're doing, what corporations are doing and why? For these things affect my life. Why am I here, How did I get here? Why are physics and quantum physics how they are and why the hell are quantum physics so fascinating. Now the list goes on and on and on. I know I might not get the answers to all my questions. But I enjoy researching and pondering on these subjects.


But the thing why I am writing is this. To know more about these I need to do research, right? But to know the absolute truth, I have to look into everything. With an unbiased mind, looking left and right. Searching the mundane, the weird and the wacky cuckoo stuff. As I live by a motto: "Question everything". And I might have taken it a tad far. But that's the way I like it.

Now back to the matter at hand. Some of these things seemed even weird for me when I looked into them. I never claimed to believe in them. Fascinating stuff for sure. But instantly just by wanting to talk about them with someone else to help me form a better opinion about it all I get ridiculed. Why? One person never even bothered to talk about it or ask me anything about he just started making a fool out of me. Did I claim anything? No. Then why? He was and still is a good friend of mine, although I might be on his shitlist now. I guess that's fine.
I am just trying to find inner peace and truth on this lie filled rock shooting through space. Don't judge me for the things you don't care to ask about.

Thank you.
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Time of self-discovery

I'm sorry for the recent quiet time here. After my injury I have been doing a lot of deep thinking. I have discovered my true self. What I truly enjoy, what I truly want with life. It has been a long and pleasant journey, with a lot of meditation and deep thinking. Now I know myself better than I have in 7 years. Here's a little story of my discoveries.



First I tried to relax and enjoy the nature. I have tried to live in the now. Forget the past, well... no. Not forgetting the past, but not clinging onto it. Also not living in the future, as I many times became extremely anxious about my future, about our future as a human species. But I realized that worry is useless, it will not contribute to anything. So I try to be here, now. I love walking in the forests and being in close with nature, it helps me relax so much.

With the love of nature also comes the love of everything. I enjoy reading and studying astronomy as it is so visually beautiful. As we are all made of the same matter.

"We are all star stuff" - Carl Sagan


Second I found philosophy. I couldn't stop reading it as it was so interesting, just so much fun. It kinda re-activated my thinking and questioning. Of everything. Then one day it hit me, hey this is exactly what I've been doing since a kid, but I lost it in my teenage years with all the distractions of electronic devices and all else. Because when I was kid, I used to travel a lot back and forth to my father who lives in Belgium. Also we traveled a lot together all over the world. I was usually left alone with my mind so I entertained myself with thoughts and observations about the world around me. Now I've discovered a lost part of myself and I am so happy and excited. I just can't describe it enough, it is just so profound.

Thirdly I have accepted myself as I am. Not perfect, but neither a lost cause. I do what I enjoy, what excites me most. And the biggest part, I don't care what anyone thinks of me. Everyone has a right to have an opinion, but it is none of my damn business. If you are interested in talking about your opinion, we can do it in a civil conversation.

So I try to live my life in the now, of course I have to plan some things to the future, but I try to keep it simple. I try to follow what excites me most. In about a month will come a major change in my life. I'm going to move from my home town. This is partly because I have lost some good sparring partners who follow their own interests, I have nothing new to discover in this town, I will be able to try to be accepted in a university to study philosophy, and mainly my girlfriend lives in the new city and the constant traveling back and forth costs a lot of money in Finland. Shame on you monopoly railroad system.

 The future posts on Guard Nation will be what you have read till now and sometimes I will write my philosophical thinking. Maybe you will like them, maybe not :)

Thank you for reading.
- Jaan
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